supposed to be

Ive been wondering lately…actually for quite some time now, how do you know when you have found who you are supposed to be? Honestly, what the fuck does that mean? Everything in the world is all made up…not real, so how can there be a “supposed to be”? we could all be completely different if only one thing in history was changed; nothing is actually “supposed to be” everything could be a different way. Did you know that the Chinese were first to start a voyage to North America? They actually came into contact with Columbus on the way, but something happened on the way (no one knows) and they never made it. If they did make it then Americans would all be speaking Chinese, we would all have different beliefs, values, and religions than what we have today.  So there is no “supposed to be” we could change anything about ourselves whether it be the way we look, speak, or even the career path we have chosen to go down. There should never be a “supposed to be” because that just stops people from becoming someone they would actually like better. We should never stay on one path; we should take that right at the fork in the road or fuck it just get off the fucking road and run through the grass and see what else is out there. Why stick to one path; why not explore everything around us? Everything we believe in as a society, from the laws to marriage, it’s all make-believe. We can’t change the way the world runs now, it’s been going on for too long, but we can change our selves. There’s all kinds of wonderful things in the world that people don’t get to experience because they think they have found what they are “supposed to be” when we will never know what we are actually “supposed to be”. I mean sure, there are many people happy with their lives, but what if they explored the world more and could find something even more fulfilling? We just settle and never think that we can strive to become more than one thing or keep searching forever for what would make us the happiest. Why settle for “supposed to be”?