I'm back

It’s been a while since I last wrote…I’ve been going through a lot in my life. School has become a constant stress for me this semester, but im getting through it. When I was a freshman I didn’t really care about school and I fucked up a lot so now im fixing my mistakes. I have to take 18 more credits to graduate on time, that means 6 classes for the next 3 semesters. It’s hard and overwhelming at times but its my own fault and I know I can do it. Besides the stress of school I’ve also become stressed about my life. In December I was away for winter break. I went to Colorado to visit my best friend, Adam, during the time I was there I came to the realization that I was unhappy with my life. Somewhere in the past 2 and half years I lost myself. I forgot how to just be happy with life and not let shit get to me. I became antisocial in a sense. I gave up a lot of things I loved for the one I love, not that he asked me to…I just got so involved in my relationship that I forgot to live my life too. So in the past two months I’ve been working on finding me. I’m happy again and im back to loving life. I get out more and talk to people more. I’m more involved in life again. I realized I became a very awkward person to be around because I didn’t talk much or do much. But I’m back…the Felicia I love is back. The carefree and easy going Felicia is back. :]